無法言語.

seriously!!!

I SUCK TO THE MAX!!

WED after paper...

DIDN STUDY AT ALL!!!

i'm fine with that

too thired alr

THURS STUDY A BIT BIT ONLY!!! WTH

FRIDAY!! NOT BAD BUT NOT PRODUCTIVE AT ALL

SAT WHICH IS TODAY...

KNS BURDEN!! I CREATE ALL THESE BURDENS

N ITS SERIOUSLY A BURDEN

make me cry like hell and now finally yu guo tian qing

but i find it really stupid

should be studying and my eyes hurt like hell

hate you lar....
n i still have a party to attend later
win liao lor..
no need study liao

sorry but i just have to blame everything on you to make myself feel better
but i know its not your fault
BUT!!!!!
jus let me rant !!!
WASTE OF MY FREAKING TIME
i suppose to write all my notes and go school to print
NOW?!!?! i'm not even done with it!
KNSSSSS SHIT YOU

so much to blog today.....

a lot of things to rant sia..

LOL

why do guys always think i always go out with guys, msg guys

i do msg gals, go out with gals leiii

any evident? who i go out with ??

your are just assuming?!!?!?!

why is it just me?? why don u assume other gals?

is it my face? or what!!?!?!?

i don initiate to jio guys out, neither do i initiate to msg guys unless i have something to ask them kay

so don't anyhow categorise me under FLIRT!

a bit hurting ah?

being friendly yet seem as flirt

i didn find them leh!

whats wrong with msging guys?

if msging girls doesn mean we have smt on, then same goes to guys ah?

why so sex-ist? gals can be good frens with guys right?

unless the msg includes flirty content or giving false hope to guys that make them feel u like him

if not i find it perfectly okay lei?

but to me, when people chat with me using text its just means that they are being bored. and i'm okay with chatting with them too!

that's what frens are for right?

or probably, they wanna be closer? be buddy?

human are just making use of each other.

probably that is why most of my frens are hi and bye

come and go

but, xi guan liaooooo

i won feel like.... wa. u only think of me when u bored, msg me only when u have smt to ask me.

yea..

am i right?

as for going out alone with a guy, is it considered a date??

did survey on that and most of them replied it depends on how individual think of it....

if the guys like you, yea, to him its a date

but if one party have no interest in another party, that is not a date

going out with guys doesnt mean flirty too right?

if its normal for gals to go out with gals and doesnt seem like they are lesbian

then its normal to go out with guys leii

not like i would anyhow go out with guys eh...

go out means something wrong,, then wouldnt life be bored with just gals n gals n gals

guys jio u, u reject. LOL.

friendly yi dian leiiii

peace

有一个比你还懂得怎么爱我的人

但我对他却你还糟

故事停留在逗号

是否还会有下篇

句号依然不再

等待你完成

只想趁现在

放肆的疯

尽情的玩

失去的不会重来

或许会后悔

但也不会有遗憾

遗憾的爱

read our old msg.. and i really miss you:(
i feel damn bad towards you.
scolded you for disturbing me when i wanna study...
we hardly meet up cos u working almost everyday!
didn msg often as you are working and i don like to msg you...

u tried to put in effort into msging me when u free but i don't seem to care...
and when i wanna chat with you, you are working...

遗憾的爱
我们可以很幸福。。。
只是我不懂得珍惜
你也不懂我

只想再次当个朋友，
但你早已划清界限
成了你和我

不是故意
只是不会
我们还小
长大了，
终于明白
但。。。也太迟了

i remember i came across a blog and it says

'don rush, you are still young. theres a time for everything, appreciate your time and what you are doing now.

make use of our golden period now...
we are still night and we only live once.
so don waste your teenage life and enjoy!

LOL! just a random post

没有爱的权利
爱的自由。。。

天越黑
星星就越亮
心越空
笑容就越假

为何时间不对
为何不给我自由
为何有这么多的不愿
为何爱。。。存在

我不开心。。。。。。

很失落。。。。。。

argued with my fren again
stupid..
jus because of a person's name
must i report to you everything...
there's a reason why i didn want to mention the name
whoever i'm with, be careful....
i have a scary fren...

Fat people..

always kanna stereotype...

kanna bullied..

getting hurt by girls....

they are friendly people too..

they are not a major turn off :(

they are not disgusting...

unfair....

girls treating a average looking guy and a fat person are so different :(

hais....

nobody would bother to talk to me if i'm fat too...

现实的世界

现实的思想

外表不重要？

你的文语却出卖了你

but i'm lucky to be average size when my siblings are all overweight.

someone please consider them kay!

HAHAH!!

they are nice people

YOU WHERE NOT HAPPY !

just came back from a run!
SHIOK !!!!
missed those times when i ran almost every week..
stamina getting worst liao..............

POA DONE!! 3 more to go!
havn even start:(

and yea.. thats all. lol bye

just wanna brighten up my blog with pictures:)

so stress :(

prelims starting in two days time and i'm still chionging :(
super last minutes n i highly doubt i can pass all my papers
no. is 100% fail
so demoralizing:(

thank god i used to save a lot in the past... but my money in the bank has never increase before...
transportation fees, school fees, phone bills, food and beverages, expenses are strangling me...
i cant breathe...
just returned my sister's money for the hong kong trip..
stupid insurance, language, air tickets and the things i spend at hong kong. $1000 plus gone.
jus for that two-three days
alright, i'm not going overseas till my money is back!
financial difficulties:(
not working due to upcoming exams and how am i going to survive???
how am i going to survive for another three months? with all the bills i need to pay.
i need to spend another $2000 for my birthday party too:(
waaaaaa...
if only i don't go uni, i cmf damn rich liao sia. LOL

i cant breathe.. super stress can

how to change the template of my blog so that when people read my blog using phone will be as nice as reading it with desktop??

anyway, currently stress with prelims. #lifeofuolstudents

first time in my life way so last minutes for all the modules.

somemore its UOL

definately wont be able to study finish:(

hais.. bu xiao, bu guai bu yong gong....

just uploaded pictures on the hong kong trip i went during jan on FB.
MY VIRGIN TRIP TO HONG KONG!

went for two-three days only just to come back earlier to attend KOI D N D.
spent a total of $200 on the return tix but sponscered by my colleague. not really by them, but the prizes we won on that day.
didnt really enjoy myself there due to a lot of factors...
The food was a disappointment :( (dim Sum)
or probably we have yet to try those really good ones?
for the first three days its just eat n shop and eat.
i'm not a scenery kind of person so i told them not to put any sightseeing plan till i left
nothing much to buy since it was
winter season...

i cant rmb much since its one month ago. STM uh
hehehe
one of the waiter at the steamboat shop asked for my number
awkward. and the reply i gave was... i'm not from hong kong.
ERM

Some photos to share ~

i missed this:(:(

tim ho wan

别再给我压力

不要说我很聪明，

我能成功

成功的背后，流了多少泪，

牺牲了。。又多少?

好辛苦，好累

别人看的也只是成果

谁会看到他人的付出

just saying..

not applicable to me

能够诉苦是件很幸福的事。不是吗？

我其实算不错了。有twitter, blog, facebook，虽然也没什么帮助。但，至少会舒服些。
那老一辈的呢？爸爸，不懂得互联网。只有我在时，才能把一丁点的心事说出来。

爸爸一心为家，默默的付出。得到的回报却是如此。他不应该有这样的待遇。
为何要被欺负。为何要被至情的人欺负。（当然也包括我）：（
有时，真的想放弃学业，找个正经的工作，共这个家。减轻爸爸的重担。。。
不是为了要当个孝女，因为我根本不是！而是。。。真的没办法。

华文果真退步了:(

·金牛座

4月20日-5月20日
金牛座，很会面对现实，说的都是实话。
而往往说实话是最伤人的，而对方也很清楚金牛说的话一点都不假。
比如对方问金牛爱不爱自己，
金牛会回答“有爱过！”“后来为什么没有爱？”“你真的想听吗？”……
金牛的态度会让对方很清楚的知道在继续问下去只是拿刀往自己身上插而已。

请好好珍惜金牛对你的好当金牛对你好时会好得没有底
但如果你不懂得珍惜一次又一次的伤害金牛
总有一天你在他的心里就不再那么重要那时即使你挽回也没有用了
总有一些东西是变了每当你说出:”关你什么事？”时请想清楚
不然你下次找他的时候得到的回复可能是 “关我什么事？”

牛牛再怎么伤心，难过，他也会笑，没有人看得出是真是假，只有自己知道！
牛牛可以安慰别人，保护别人，但是却用不到自己身上，固执的伤害自己，
牛牛的发泄方式都是对自己的，他不会发泄到别人身上。
他矛盾，他固执，他善良，其实苦的都是自己！

【1】金牛不是完美的，但是金牛是愿意越来越完美的星座
【2】金牛的固执很难克服，但是并不是说你要改变什么，而是以后在要做这些事情之前好好的想象能不能这样做，做了之后又什么后果
【3】金牛，你要学会保护自己，金牛确实很笨，特别是在爱情里面，所以你一定要好好的保护自己。

金牛座是一个表面神秘到难以琢磨，说穿了却又很简单的星座。
他们确实有超凡脱俗的一面。
他们的内心接近了神，可是身在这个世界，不能不食人间烟火吧，
所以必须得戴着一个面具活在这个世界上。
金牛座喜欢和人说些暧昧的话，
但对心仪的对象却不好意思表白，
害怕话出口的瞬间一切美好都烟消云散！
金牛的爱是默默的付出，如果你这一生有幸跟十二星座恋爱。
但我敢说最令你难以忘怀的肯定是金牛座。
因为只有他们的爱，不怎么轰轰烈烈，也不花前月下，
但是持久，
温馨。就像是春天的风，缓缓的吹进你的内心，让你永远无法忘怀
各种血型的特点：
A型（过度谨慎会遭致失败，有点迟钝却跟每个人都谈得愉快）；
B型（乐观开朗，不过只要心里一有不痛快，顽固的脾气就来了，绝对不肯自己先低头道歉）；
O型（积极又充满光明，被寄与厚望，忍耐力够强，也温和）；
AB型（没有坚持到底的意志，爱出风头在凡事贯撤到底）

金牛座私底下总是很任性和小孩子气的固执，即使是错，下次还是固执；
金牛座决定要做的事，就会坚持到底，只要想做就会把它做到最好；
金牛其实很开朗，不开心的时候就会隐藏自己，只是想让自己显的更独立更坚强；
他们不善表达自己的情感，所以常常用沉默取代表达；
如果你也是金牛座，记得一定要幸福
金牛其实是一个很恋旧的人,例如一首喜欢的歌曲也可以重复的听了好几年。
别看金牛平时笑嘻嘻看似无忧无虑,当Ta们一个人独处的时候却又显得很容易感伤。
金牛害怕独处害怕孤单,泪腺发达却只会夜深人静的时间躲在角落偷偷流泪,
擦干眼泪又是笑脸嘻嘻的面对。
金牛都是善良又不记恨往事的孩子。
1、金牛会发财，这个是必然，因为金牛很聪明，他们知道自己要什么自己要怎么要得到这些，要怎么去完成梦想
2、金牛喜欢奢侈的东西，不单单是为了炫耀，更多的是为了和自己的梦想挂钩
3、厨房是最重要的，如果在窗台上有一盆盆栽，牛就愿意这辈子都给你做饭，厨房越是奢侈金牛就越是粘人。
1、冷静，即使内心起伏也十分理智冷静；
2、害怕失去，总表现得不冷不热让人难以靠近；
3、死要面子爱逞强；
4、讨厌等人自己又爱迟到；
5、傻傻爱着他帮他做很多事即使对方不爱自己；
6、爱较真，关键时刻敷衍了事在他身上起不到任何作用；
7、内心温和善良，一直坚守在朋友爱人身边。

金牛座喜欢有智慧较保守的人，
简单点来说，金牛座喜欢喜欢追求甯静的气氛。想捉住金牛座的心，你必须有项专长。
让他觉得你在这方面的领域是高人一等的
不要欺骗不要欺骗不要欺骗不要欺骗不要欺骗不要欺骗金牛座。
金牛座讨厌不诚实的人

金牛座女生很讨厌别人骗她，痛恨玩弄感情的人，
有时很霸道，强烈的妒嫉心和占有欲常常折磨着她。
很重感情，在爱情面前喜欢说实话，对爱的人很专一，
只想被在乎的人宠爱，对不喜欢的人冷漠到极点。
讨厌当第三者，
如果发现自己是第三者会断然离开，
虽然内心很痛，也是自尊心作祟

too indecisive
TOO indecisive

犹豫不决是我最大的缺点

做的决定也往往不是我想要的

而我想要的却不是大家要的

做决定好难，做人更难

现在的我，只想要开心

做自己，不管他人介不介意，喜欢不喜欢

只管我要不要

” 不要因为结束而哭泣，微笑吧，因为你的曾经拥有 “

情人节快乐。记得要快乐

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NEW YEAR RESOLUTION

1. have more confidence in myself
2. work hard and achieve good result
3. happy happy happy! stay happy and positive
4. less sugar intake (koi)
5.sharper face
6. let it go and dance freely. no more self conscious
7. received instructor's recognition (得到认可)
8. cafe hunting...

but its more like a wish though ><

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

CNY is getting boring each year and the number of ang baos i received decreased :(
Grandma jus passed away and relatives no longer came to visit us and parents couldnt even give out ang baos....
who will want to visit us?!?! LOL

went out to study on CU YI as we cant bai nian (according to the traditions)
impromptu study session with BEN, Henry and justin peng.
not very productive i would say...
next, went to marina square for dinner and then daryl house.
CU YI with my jibabom pink <3 p="">
other days were as per normal... just that there's a lot of impromptu this year.

overall it was fun ^^

machiam shooting MV

pinkies n justin peng

back view

my cousin

WITH DWZ <3 td="">

selfie to end off ^^

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bubble tea freak :)
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