i have bad temper when i am angry. But there is a solution. I told myself.. i persuaded myself. as long as another party do something, cheer me up, even just a bbt. i must forgive. At least they apologise and did something. 

What if.. nothing is done... i will still be angry.. cos... i have bad management of my own emotions. 

suppose to meet M after my work at 430pm. walked under hot weather 27 min, and he still no reply. i called him three times no answer. i know he is sleeping. unsure wat time he will be awake, i walked anotehr 15 min to another bus stop. seriously, all the walking under hot sun making me pek chek. 

the bus took another 10 min to arrive. really not my day. i was tearing a bit in the bus but i  am too tired to be angry. i already tot that if he replied, i will just be cold. and see how he is going to compensate me. 

but who knows what he replied wa not what i expected. he just reply: up to u (according to previous msg) you havn end?

wth? its around 5.30 plus, i cmf end alr. n he is so calm. never expect that i might be waiting downstairs meh.