不想要一个人了。。。
但，我也没空。。。
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November 24, 2014 [ Monday, November 24, 2014 ]
{ staycation
November 22, 2014 [ Saturday, November 22, 2014 ]
Staycation at RWS to celebrate my dad birthday!!
i love you dad. i really do...
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November 22, 2014 [ ]
不知不觉， 这里成了我诉苦的地方。
这里弥漫着一股忧愁的气息
让人看了也感到悲伤。
lol,.. miss writing chinese composition. my favourite yet my fear...
chinese and math have always been my favourite subject and i always score the highest in chinese (most of the time)
n this in turn becomes 无形的压力
朋友也包括老师对我的期望很大
算是期望吗？or shd i say classmates like to compare my chinese marks with them
chinese teacher have a certain expectation on me too.
as u know, i'm a very self conscious person...
hence, i have to work even harder whenever it comes to chinese test/exams.
so, i always feel super stress during that period of time
anyway.... i think i shall post some picture to brighten up this place：）
这里弥漫着一股忧愁的气息
让人看了也感到悲伤。
lol,.. miss writing chinese composition. my favourite yet my fear...
chinese and math have always been my favourite subject and i always score the highest in chinese (most of the time)
n this in turn becomes 无形的压力
朋友也包括老师对我的期望很大
算是期望吗？or shd i say classmates like to compare my chinese marks with them
chinese teacher have a certain expectation on me too.
as u know, i'm a very self conscious person...
hence, i have to work even harder whenever it comes to chinese test/exams.
so, i always feel super stress during that period of time
anyway.... i think i shall post some picture to brighten up this place：）
My new form crew. though we have different dance style, but i can see that everyone is trying .
Me? i doubt i'm trying hard. i've changed.. not giving my best to the dance i committed. probably i have too much commitment? but.. its actually ok. just that all those commitment requires me to prepare. and its always the preparation that takes up a lot of time. i have to work as well so... bo bian. i just wished that i can settle my carreer at natasha studio, earn money while dancing while teaching! i will be damn happy!!!
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November 20, 2014 [ Thursday, November 20, 2014 ]
还是希望会有人陪。。。
因为还没习惯这种孤单。。。
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November 17, 2014 [ Monday, November 17, 2014 ]
feeling super wth!
Is it Suay or karma? Keep kanna shoot openly recently when what they said were not even the truth!
Seriously?
SOMEMORE it's openly.. I feel paiseh one leh!
Kanna point when I finished my costume! I don get it
Coins drop in my sis room. She blames me???
I never say I don have, ppl say don act one don have??
Ppl putting things in my mouth
Some might be joking, but when all come at once, I feel stress de leh..
And that's when all negativity came ahain
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November 10, 2014 [ Monday, November 10, 2014 ]
说真的， 跟你说话我觉得很舒服
有什么事，不知为何第一个会想到你。。。
有什么事，不知为何第一个会想到你。。。
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November 05, 2014 [ Wednesday, November 5, 2014 ]
为何身边的人总是批评我
因为我好欺负
因为他们知道我不会反驳？
在其他朋友面前这么说我，
我真的介意
我会 pai seh
不知所措
因为你说的都不是真的！
我又该如何解释呢
你又不是我，
没走过我的路
又如何批评我呢?
我又无法解释
因为你说的这么理直气壮
我。。。又没有证据
算了。。。
用笑容带过吧。。。
因为我好欺负
因为他们知道我不会反驳？
在其他朋友面前这么说我，
我真的介意
我会 pai seh
不知所措
因为你说的都不是真的！
我又该如何解释呢
你又不是我，
没走过我的路
又如何批评我呢?
我又无法解释
因为你说的这么理直气壮
我。。。又没有证据
算了。。。
用笑容带过吧。。。
{ 好想好想
November 05, 2014 [ ]
好想好想找个陌生朋友
向她/他诉苦我所有的痛苦与烦恼
至少他不认识我所说的是谁
就算他要带有色的眼镜批评我
至少我还不会那么介意
此时此刻，真想紧紧的抱住一个人
不需要任何言语
不需要解释
安安静静的让我感到温软
让我知道我不是一个人
