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phone kind of quiet today...
just not used to losing a text buddy..

but good luh, i can finally focus on my things rather than worrying if i have not reply anyone..
this period of time, i need to learn how to be positive.... and whats the real meaning behind of loving ownself..
humans tend to copy what others said but never understand the true meaning behind it..

" 爱别人前，要先爱自己“

these phrase sound deep and certain people start telling others that they love themselves when they don really know what it is??

"do you love yourself?"
"yes!"
" before you love others, u need to know how to love ownself"
" No"

"So... what is 爱自己？”
some pause and think
replies: i don even have time to go shopping, buy things i like...
means go do facial, medicure, spa etc.

nah... thats not the true meaning of cos..
does that means people who are rich know how to love themselves???
no what..
read a story book regarding this topic and i find it really true...
though i know what they are trying to explain by the term 爱自己
but i wanna be one so to know the true meaning behind it....
erm.... what am i talking..

but anyway... i don love myself.. netiher do i know how to love myself....
and therefore, i don know to love others....