chased myself out of house ...
made a mistake of gg home early again..
is it a curse or smt?
smt will surely happen whenever i'm home early...
and what happen today??
where shd i start?
returned sis my phone bills...
我 ：where is the letter regarding my monthly phone bills
爸 ： its with sis
me : no, its not. blah blah blah. i need to check my bills why is it so expensive. its not with her
dad : blah blah blah
bro : its with sis. u never ask her why is it so ex... (he starts to question me)
i really don like talking to bro. or shd i say, i don dare to talk to him (if u know why)
but anyway, 他什么都不知道。 更何况，我在问爸爸， 不是他。
问他也是白问
也不喜欢他的语气
就应他 ： 不要跟我说话
i jus want to end the conversation with him. but i know, i'm showing him attitude.
NO, i didn show him attitude, but i know my tone was wrong.
he went to approach sis and told her “hui hui say u cheat her money"
shocked.. i swear to all the god that i didn say that....
the feeling of being misudnerstand :( what can i say.... especially shes my sis... so fierce, will she believe me?
sis starts to scold me regarding phone bill
as usual, i diam all the way.
she went back to her room, and i know i have to leave the house before disaster happens.
went room to packed my things
kor and dad start to argue...
yea.. regarding me
as sooon as i stepped out of my room, i guess its too late...
kor say i have no manners
roll eyes at him ( i swear i never，i don't roll eyes )
ask him not to talk to me
but i know i'm wrong. really no manners
爸爸也开始说我没礼貌
就这样， 他一句， 你一句的
无所谓， 我知道是我的错
但也不知怎么搞的
我 ： 那要说什么， 你diam ah?
我也吓到了！ 哈哈哈
哥哥就这样匆过来，放佛要打我
我吓坏了
魂差点飞出来
或许有点夸张
但， 我确实这么这么的胆小
吓哭了
就这样， 继续被骂
骂到， 姐姐出来， 想搞清楚状况
记性不好，
忘了哥哥和姐姐在吵什么
我还忙着招魂回来
但只记得。。。
好伤心哦
哥哥说我笨， 我蠢
从小一直被说
早该习惯， 但听了还是好伤心， 沮丧
被说全部是装出来的
假装害怕
假装怕他
哈哈哈。 原来他是这么看我的
装可怜， 哭者必赢， 博取同情
哈哈哈
小学时， 也曾被说装无辜， 装单纯
:( 不喜欢这个感觉， 就。。 根本回答不了
仿佛说
‘我没有’ ： 太假
‘你说对了’ ：也不对啊 :(
事情过了。。。 反正现在也是一个人在mac...
am i gonna wait til they slp alr, then go back home again?
lucky i brought my laptop out.. can watch NARUTO! yay!!
but i'm feeling very lonely
有人抱抱我好吗
让我觉得我被需要
